The grass may be greener, but that doesn't mean you should be there.
Is that genuine repentance in your life?
Trust in the Lord, do not lean on your understanding, always acknowledge Him, and He will make your path straight.
The book of Ruth is a picture of the love Jesus Christ has for His bride, the Church.
Ruth was rightly redeemed, just as we are in Christ.
God's plan for you is so much more than you know.