Day 14

The Bridge / Bricktown Campus

Day 14

My Story - Lindsay Phillips

‭‭Psalms‬ ‭51‬:‭10‬-‭12‬ ‭

”Create in me a pure heart, O God, and renew a steadfast spirit within me. Do not cast me from your presence or take your Holy Spirit from me. Restore to me the joy of your salvation and grant me a willing spirit, to sustain me.“

What does it mean to be steadfast? These verses have been my prayers consistently throughout my life. One day, I was unsure what I was asking for. Did I really want a steadfast spirit? What does that look like? Did I consider what I was asking God to do within me that would cause steadfastness?

Merriam-Webster defines “steadfast” as “firmly fixed in place : immovable: not subject to change.”

How do I apply this to my spirit? If I ask God to create a steadfast spirit within me, what will he allow to happen in order for this to take place?

I am very inconsistent by nature. Please don’t ask why, no one quite knows the reason. I have difficulty with routine and discipline. I prefer spontaneity and last minute plans (to the detriment of my type A husband). I hate schedules and I get bored of the same tasks quickly. So when I learned what it means to be steadfast, my first thought was there is something wrong with me. I also unsure if I could achieve this spirit David speaks of in his cry to God. Then I realized, maybe that is the point. All of us are inconsistent in some ways, because we are human. No matter how planned and managed your life is, there will always be things you cannot control, cannot plan for, even within your own behavior. And maybe that is why we are to seek a steadfast spirit. Not because it is easily achieved in our own will, but because it is mirroring the nature of God. God is steadfast, he is immovable, not subject to change. My prayer is not to simply be steadfast, but to be like Christ. Because in my inconsistencies, He is consistent. Where I fall short, He always comes through. This makes sense as to why we are so inherently drawn to God’s spirit. In a world of constant shifting, changing, and failing, he is always steadfast.

So as I ask for a steadfast spirit, I do not seek to discipline my self for the goal of perfection. I ask God to make me like Him. That when trouble of this world comes I am unshakable in him. I pray my spirit is steadfast not to mean that I am so consistent I never have issues; but to mean I consistently run to him when I am disappointed, dissatisfied, or crushed. I pray that I am steadfast in seeking Him daily and talking to Him consistently as I do a friend. In this steadfastness, I pray I become more like him and blossom in all the fruits of the Spirit. It is not lost on me that the verse directly after David asks for a steadfast spirit, He cries to stay in Gods presence and with His Holy Spirit. I think David knew God is the only constant we can count on. Apart from Him we cannot hope to live consistent or steady lives.

Let’s pray: God, thank you for your immovable presence in our lives. Thank you that when we are inconsistent, you are our constant. I pray that today you renew a steadfast spirit within us. That we would learn to run to you for our every need. That your mercy would cover over all our mistakes and you would teach us your ways which are higher than ours. We love you, Jesus. Thank you that your mercies are new every day. Amen.

Day 1

Genesis 1:1 "In the beginning, God created the heavens and the earth." These profound words usher us into the cosmic narrative of divine craftsmanship, a narrative that not only initiates the story of the universe but also sets the stage for our own existence. "In the beginning" marks the inception of time itself, a moment when God, in His infinite wisdom and boundless creativity, embarked on the grandeur of creation. Before the mountains stretched their towering peaks, before the oceans roared with their mighty waves, and before the stars adorned the night sky, there was God, the Master Artisan, fashioning the tapestry of existence. The act of creation is a testament to God's intentional design. Every detail, from the microscopic intricacies to the vastness of galaxies, bears the imprint of His divine craftsmanship. As we ponder the expanse of the heavens and the richness of the earth, we glimpse the fingerprint of a God whose imagination exceeds the boundaries of our comprehension. Yet, the narrative of creation is not merely a display of divine power but a manifestation of boundless love. God, in His sovereign majesty, did not create out of necessity but out of a desire to share the beauty of existence. The heavens and the earth, crafted with meticulous care, become the canvas upon which God reveals His glory. As we contemplate Genesis 1:1, let us not be confined to the temporal dimension of creation. Beyond the physical realm, this verse invites us to consider the spiritual implications. In the beginning of our lives, God is present, shaping our destinies with the same loving hands that formed the cosmos. Just as the earth was formless and void before God spoke light into existence, our lives find purpose and meaning when illuminated by the divine presence. Moreover, the story of creation transcends the first chapter of Genesis. It extends into the ongoing narrative of redemption, where God continues to create beauty out of brokenness and order out of chaos. The Creator who spoke the universe into existence is the same God who speaks into the depths of our hearts, bringing forth new life and transformation. As we meditate on Genesis 1:1, let it be a reminder that our lives are intricately connected to the divine narrative. In the beginning, God created, and in each new day, He continues to create, inviting us to join Him in the ongoing work of redemption and restoration. May we marvel at the magnitude of our Creator and find purpose in being part of His unfolding story. Let's Pray: Heavenly Father, thank you for including me into the story you have created. Remind my spirit that this story is for your glory and reveal to me where I can show you glory throughout my day and in my life. Bring people into my life that can help show me your story in a new way. Amen.

Day 2

Ecclesiastes 3:11 "He has made everything beautiful in its time. He has also set eternity in the human heart; yet no one can fathom what God has done from beginning to end." This verse encapsulates the essence of God's grand narrative, woven through the tapestry of time, and echoes the eternal yearning within the human soul. In the enigmatic wisdom of Ecclesiastes, King Solomon reflects on the rhythm of life – a series of appointed times and seasons. Yet, amidst the ebb and flow of existence, there is a profound acknowledgment that God has intricately crafted every moment to be beautiful in its appointed time. This divine orchestration extends beyond the individual threads of our lives; it encompasses the entire panorama of creation. The story of God unfolds in the vast expanse of time, revealing His sovereignty over every season, every joy, and every trial. From the dawn of creation to the culmination of history, God's handiwork is evident. His providence weaves a narrative that transcends the limitations of human understanding, inviting us to trust in the beauty of His divine timing. The verse further unveils a mystery – the placing of eternity in the human heart. God, the Master Weaver, has embedded within us a longing for something beyond the temporal, a yearning for the eternal. It is a divine signature, a mark of His authorship on the very fabric of our being. In our pursuit of meaning and significance, we discover that true fulfillment lies in aligning our lives with the eternal purposes of the Creator. The story of God encompasses both the seen and the unseen, the known and the unknown. As finite beings, we cannot fully fathom the entirety of God's plan from beginning to end. However, we are invited to trust in the goodness and wisdom of the One who holds time in His hands. In the midst of life's uncertainties, we can find assurance in the truth that God, who has set eternity in our hearts, is the anchor of our souls. As we navigate the various seasons of life, let Ecclesiastes 3:11 be a source of comfort and inspiration. Embrace the beauty of each moment, recognizing that God is at work in ways beyond our comprehension. Surrender to His timing, and let the eternal longing within your heart draw you closer to the One who is the Alpha and Omega, the Author and Finisher of our faith. In every chapter of the unfolding story of God, may we find our purpose and peace in His everlasting love. Let's Pray: Heavenly Father, you are the sovereign author of all creation as well as the author of every season of life. Thank you for the seasons of life that are full of hope and the seasons that are difficult. Let the Holy Spirit remind us that you are present and a firm foundation no matter what life throws our way. Even in times of what is known and unknown you son grants peace in the storm. It's in Jesus name we pray, Amen.

Day 3

Judges‬ ‭6‬:‭12‬-‭16 When the angel of the Lord appeared to Gideon, he said, “The Lord is with you, mighty warrior.” “Pardon me, my Lord,” Gideon replied, “but if the Lord is with us, why has all this happened to us? Where are all his wonders that our ancestors told us about when they said, ‘Did not the Lord bring us up out of Egypt?’ But now the Lord has abandoned us and given us into the hand of Midian.” The Lord turned to him and said, “Go in the strength you have and save Israel out of Midian’s hand. Am I not sending you?” “Pardon me, my Lord,” Gideon replied, “but how can I save Israel? My clan is the weakest in Manasseh, and I am the least in my family.” The Lord answered, “I will be with you, and you will strike down all the Midianites, leaving none alive.” ‭‭‬ Have you ever felt like Gideon? Perhaps the Lord has spoken to you; But you immediately question what He is saying. In this text, the Israelites are under oppression. Their crops are desolate, they are living in constant fear, they have run out of options. And here we find Gideon, hiding, trying to make some flour to get by. In the midst of this crisis, God calls out to him: “God is with you, mighty warrior!” Gideon’s immediate response? - “Are you sure about that?” Did you catch that? The Angel of the Lord is literally standing in front of Gideon saying “God is with you.” And Gideon responds with doubt. It is easy for us to read about Gideon and cast judgment. However, I have to admit I have acted strangely similarly. God speaks truth to me, but the lies in my mind are so overpowering, I can’t hear Him clearly. I immediately argue. He reminds me He is for me, not against me. I rebuttal with the list of all the wrongs I have endured. “How can you be for me, God, when I have been so mistreated, taken advantage of, left in this miserable place?” What I love about this story is the Angel of the Lord’s response. He does not deny anything about the situation. He does not argue with Gideon or try to make him believe anything is different. Because the truth is, the Israelites are in a bad place, they need saving, they need solace, they need solutions. God does not deny the hardships they are facing, instead He calls Gideon to action - “Go in strength…Am I not sending you?” Again Gideon responds with doubt. He argues that He cannot save Israel… he is weak, the weakest of his family, in fact! The least of the least, “you’ve got the wrong guy, God!” Again, God does not argue with Gideon. He does not tell him how great he is or tell him he can do it on his own. No, He reminds him that God will be with him. In the midst of our trials, hardships, and painful seasons of life - how often do we cry out to God expecting Him to simply take the source of our struggles away. Only to be met with frustration when the situation does not change. We feel abandoned and overlooked, unimportant in the eyes of God. I want to challenge you that God has not abandoned you in this season of life. He is for you. What if instead of taking away your hardship - God is calling you to action? He is not ignoring what you’re going through, it is very real to Him. But perhaps He is calling you to action rather than passively hiding from the source of your trouble. When you are asking who will resolve these issues, what if He is saying “Am I not sending you?” So today let’s pray and ask God to be with us as we face the many trials life throws at us. Let us approach God boldly and ask Him to show us what He is sending us to do. Maybe our action is simply forgiving someone who had wronged us so we can heal. Maybe it is setting a boundary in a relationship in order to protect ourselves and our family. Maybe it is having a difficult conversation at work or at school. Whatever God is calling you to, He will be with you. Let’s Pray: God, I thank you that you are the God of truth. Thank you that you will never leave me nor forsake me. I pray that you will be with me today in whatever I face. Give me your power, wisdom, and courage to overcome any hardship in my life. Let me be active in my faith and help me to do what I need to do. Bring me your peace in the midst of chaos. I trust you Lord and your will for my life. Remind me of who you say I am today. Amen.