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An Interview with Peter

September 26, 2019 • Julia Frontz

The man sitting across the table from me makes me uneasy. His failures bear
resemblance to mine. Yet, even with his failures, he has been with Jesus.

Jesus loved this man.

I eye him suspiciously, wondering if he’s lying about knowing Jesus and being chosen by Him.

“How can I know you’re telling the truth?” I blurt out before I can stop myself. I feel my face flush but continue speaking anyway. “Why would Jesus want you after the way you failed and betrayed Him?”

I wince at my judgmental tone, but Peter smiles, neither surprised nor put off by my blunt questions. “I don’t know,” he says. “Jesus certainly shouldn’t have chosen me.”

I’m struck by the calmness with which this man states that God shouldn’t have chosen him. Where is Peter’s confidence in his abilities? Where is his refutation of my claim that Jesus shouldn’t have chosen him?

“I know Jesus didn’t choose me because of who I am,” Peter continues. “He chose me because of who He is, despite my failures.”

This man must be crazy. No one, especially the God of the universe, would choose someone who failed them, right? I look around, eager for an excuse to leave this conversation. But as he continues talking, I become wrapped up in Peter’s words as he recounts his time with Jesus and speaks of His great mercy.

“He called me by name,” Peter tells me with tears in his eyes. “He called me by name and just asked me if I loved Him. I said I loved Him, and, in the midst of my failures, He chose me.”

My skepticism falters. Though it seems crazy, I can’t help but believe it might be true. I can’t keep my lips from pulling upward into a smile that mirrors Peter’s. I thank him for his time and leave.

*Could it be true?* I wonder. *Could I be chosen to follow Jesus?* I begin to pray, “I love You, Jesus. I want to follow You.”


What does it mean to know Jesus?

Read Ephesians 2:8-10. Does God value us for our successes?

What would it look like for you to live your life in light of the reality that God has chosen you in Christ?